What do you want to accomplish before your body expires?

i honestly would love to feel that ecstasy state certain religions claim like "the ultimate enlightenment" of not giving a **** and truly just being happy for no reason. sorry for the bad example but the closes i've come is the first time i popped an e pill since my brain was so new to it - not a worry in the world that day literally unreal and i guess fabricated feeling of "yay" but of course the next day the serotonin channel closed again and i was back to the countless list of emotions we go through in one day