Will you think of me and help?

I've been in depression for 10,11 years and have seen no light. My name in Vincent and I'm 36 years old. I had a normal life, but am now confined in a wheel chair. I suffer from dysplasia and this has meant my arms are weak, typing hurts sometimes. I have no family, and no life. No love, girlfriend or life. While it would be nice, I don't want that anymore. It wouldn't be fair on her. I was born into Islam, so have been active in the Ramadan section. I want to undergo euthanasia, because I don't' want to suffer anymore, but my dysplasia isn't deemed life threatening. I don't have any hope. No job. I have been eating very little in recent weeks because I don't see the point. I tell my internet friends I'm eating, but I'm not, I just don't want them to worry. I like to sleep. That is why I want it to be over, so I can dream forever. I can't get myself to do it alone, because my senses kick in. I just want peace, which is why I wanted euthanasia. Will any authortiy sympathise with my situation.