I think i got the feel?

well,v considered as netfren..wat more than tat is v do contact through fon sometime..im not really sure v wat i felt..i duno whether is a real feeling o juz a fantasy..coz as i know nowadays ppl like to have netfren..izit everybody will take their netfren is juz a fren tat can waste their time??isit juz a fantasy??im not sure..coz,while he talk..i felt a little bit fake..but i really hope to tell him i may have the feel v him..but ever since i knew him,v always communicate in tis way..sweet word n joking way..i guess..tats cause me have no chance to get into the serious situation..i really feel frustrated..one thing,he is far away from me..n is hard for us to meet up..n v haven met each othe b4..tats a thing which i need to consider..if i say it out........wats his reaction..i scare tis will spoil the current relationship..but i oso dun hope to b fake n fantasy v him..juz a netfren..can any1 tell me wat is the best way to tell him o express..tat wont cause any bad thing happened..tq